February 2012
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off!
i think im happier when im actually communicating with you but.. urgh theres so much more to it! AYE! im so down for senior ditch day on national pancake day. HELLL YAAA! Tuesday, February 28.. WHOS DOWN?! senio12s was guccci?? Jwoww is too bomedy. thats my bitch hm okay last thoughttt… thanks to my ridaaaas thats been holdin it down for me and dealin with my shit. haha exactly why i...
Feb 24th
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woah woah woah, waaait..
i dont remember asking for your input on the shit i say and the things i do.
Feb 24th
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gummy worms
super yummy :) watching jersey shore.. really trying to be optimistic but foreal, something is wrong with me. settios bro.. im not me i have the feeling where it feels like.. i just went thru a harsh break up but without physically feeling it in your chest. i guess thats called broken? yeah, what sux is IDK wtf my reasoning is. what happens when you have so much that you just DONT KNOW...
Feb 24th
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who tf is Marjerry? LOL
all i see on my dash from underclassmen is different anons about this Marjerry chick beating someone up or fighting someone or whatever “marjerry will kick your ass” “stop being holly and say it to marjerrys face” “i heard you want marjerrys fade” “you guys are talking shit about marjerry so shes gonna beat your ass” OKAY no offence ive heard...
Feb 24th
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I'm here for you. Through whatever, whenever.
hellogabeeee: @roann mesina :p
Feb 24th
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Feb 24th
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pftahaha
When people start actin brand new and like theyre the shit.. Turn off. Dont get slapped. & back your shit up. Ooooh damn
Feb 24th
hahahahaaha no one gets it
Feb 24th
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Feb 24th
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hm
Sometimes putting yourself first can affect others but whatever. You cant always live to please others. Ive been beating myself up for the sake of other peoples happiness and im donee. So sorry but im doin me for me. Fuck everyone else
Feb 23rd
the more I analyze and realize you
The more you become unattractive. ibtw.
Feb 23rd
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done.
the first time i cried in like.. a month. seriously, this isnt me. but im getting back to where i need to be thankful for Lauren. being the person i can confide in and actually let myself out to. ifuckingdislikeyousomuch. youre the reason why im still so broken deep inside and why ive became so sensitive and a little bitch. because of you i havent been genuinely happy ALL AROUND and i fucking...
Feb 23rd
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holyshitletsallpauserealquick..
did i just have simp moment?! ME?! A SIMP?! fuck.. what do you people turn me into.. :(
Feb 23rd
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hyfr
the talent show was a success! people had fun and we raised money for 2012 HAWLUH! home chillen, resting, hungry as a mothaaa effer. when you stop thinking about something or someone, you subconciously do -__- i dont wanna think of you in any way thats more than a friend but UGH! i tired. i failed. haha yourecute GET OUT OF MY HEAD. whywhywhywhy i feel like im making this a bigger deal...
Feb 23rd
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dmldr: arthurjames: Lately, I’ve been so annoyed of the littlest things of the people I’d never expect to be annoyed of. I don’t understand. Somethings wrong with me. Don’t mind this post. Its just to vent. Too relevant.
Feb 22nd
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lesson learned
Its called a past cause im gettin passed and I aint nothing like I was before. You oughta see me now..
Feb 22nd
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late night thoughts
Someday you will b e the death of me.. Hm
Feb 22nd
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Feb 22nd
Anonymous asked: sing me to sleeep
Feb 22nd
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vent
these past few days, i havent been myself. okay not past few.. its only been like 3 days but foreal.. its affected me and i feel like i dont even know what to do for myself. i dont even know who or what the hell happened to me for me to be like this but all i want is to be ME again. be CAREFUCKINGFREE. but as one of my mains said.. i feel like i forgot how to be happy. genuinely happy and it sucks...
Feb 22nd
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Anonymous asked: we went out in elementary. & guess what.. youre still cute to me. hah and even thou i dont really see u round, when i do. ur smile kinna gets to me and you got that charm. lol bet u wont find out who this is.
Feb 22nd
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survsss then SPE!
Who last made you smile? whoever i was recently with Last person who took off your pants? me What color is your favorite skittle? red Can you honestly say things are running smoothly for you? hm, not exactly What are you listening to? me type Are you jealous of anyone? nope! You’re thinking about someone, aren’t you? my mom Do you know anyone that smokes? sure do What was the last thing...
Feb 22nd
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HAHA
i just remembered an old convo with my ex on the phone like 2 months ago. Me: “this used to be my song! reminded me of you *plays Yo by Chris Brown*.. and now this is my song for you *plays Say Goodbye by Chris Brown*” _____: HAH youre stupid *both laughs* HAHAHA omfg that was funny x)
Feb 21st
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goodnight
idk if i wanna go to school, i hate brucial it gets when i get sick.. ugh fuck, i have a lot to do tho. nvm -_- i think im just hitting a point that i believe everyone hits more than once in their life where.. nothing feels right, a lot of negativity runs through your mind and youre just not you.. thats me right now cause if someone were to ask.. i wouldn’t be able to give one reason in...
Feb 21st
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DANIEL ORENA!
Feb 21st
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IM GOING FUCKING CRAZY
Feb 21st
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blahblahblah
One. What is your middle name? Obispo Two. What are you passionate about? Singing Three. Zebra or leopard print? Leopard i guess? Four. Do you have any fears? Snakes and kind of.. spiders. Five. Silver or gold? Gold. Six. Top three places to visit. New York, Hawaii, and Canada Seven. How many siblings do you have? 2 biological and 2 that are my kuyas for lifeee. tahah but in reality, 2. ...
Feb 21st
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Feb 21st
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my mind is in deep thought
i hate how you randomly came out of no where. what started off as a joke became something a little serious and now nothings the same.. hm, what sucks is youre ALWAYS gonna be in the picture. you can say otherwise but in my position youre just gonna be in the picture.. bittersweet but i love you doe what in the fuck are you still trying to prove? its kind of funny how you think you can just try...
Feb 21st
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-_-
working on shit while youre physically sick is so annoying :( 2 more reflections and im DONE multi tasking with my capstone stuff and this stupid SPE. my mind has been clouded. its kind of irritating i hate when people are so damn irrational. wtf? shut up. hi, imissyou k over it ;o what should i have for dinner? hm.. im a hungry hippo. but my tummy is sensitive. i feel like throwing up....
Feb 21st
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Feb 21st
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I MUST START ON MY SPE NOW!
Feb 21st
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better today..
‘I’ve got a different approach of dealing with emotion. Keeping control of my boat, while drifting on this ocean. Keeping my head to the sky, keeping tears outta my eyes. Unless happiness be the reason that I decide to cry. & lifes too short to dwell on all thats wrong’
Feb 20th
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eh
When you just have a feeling that something aint right. I just need sleep & tomorrow will be better.
Feb 20th
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Feb 20th
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get a grip of yourself.
Whats done is DONE. You ALWAYS try to ruin shit. Damn get gone
Feb 20th
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Feb 20th
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ughGhGh
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Feb 19th
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Feb 19th
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cold mornings
-my mom woke me up for school this morning.. That kinda sucked. Lol -getting ready for all female practice! Wsup with today tho?! Ya kbye
Feb 17th
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ay ay ay!
on helllla crunch time with everything. i dont know if my mind and body can handle alla this but.. I HAVE NO CHOICE, ANYWAY! -_- lol i hope all my plans pull thru. as far as school, weekend shit, and whatever else its almost my brothers birthday woot woot! TIGER TALENT SHOW! please support!!! i want my weekend NOWWW :( mystupidbfellasleep. haha ok you aint stupid.. lol COLD COLD COLD!...
Feb 16th
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TMI
When Im in the process of changing after I shower, I don’t put my shirt down all the way and I stare at myself in the mirror just because I find my belly piercing attractive.. Lol
Feb 16th
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