February 2012
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goodnight.
got all deep and personal in my last post. HAH you gotta let it out somehow right? and besides, sometimes its cool to let it out without hearing someone else’s input. letting it out just to let it out.
school tomorrow. how UGHNOYEEEENG
im real tired. today was a good day..
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pretty deep.
-so lately ive been clouded not only with thoughts but also mixed emotions. im much happier now but okaaaay, just to get it outta my system. im pretty sure the reason why i wasnt happy a few days ago falls into relationship shit. & basically.. heres how it goes
i guess for the first time in a while, i was finally getting attatched to someone new since my last break up and that turned into a...
survs then cuddle with bed time :3
-Start it off with, are you available? right now? nah my foods occupying me :D
Is anything bothering you right now? not really
When’s the last time you had a headache? earlier today
What woke you up this morning? momma
Are you planning to go see a movie anytime soon? i wanna!
Is anybody in love with you? tah, apparently
Do you like to hold hands? sometimes.
Last time you told someone you...
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Anonymous asked: 48 10 things about ur room
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WEIRDDD!!!
- so i had this relationship that started on 12311 and then we broke up on 101811.. one month later was lowkey the start of something new for me with someone and i just realized that my ex had something with someone new too.. ON THE SAME DAY! weirrrddd stuff… im just mindfucked.. ok haha
itsryanfarinas:
dayawonton:
Watch until end. #SUPERSAIYAN
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my bestfriend, everybody :) SUCH AN IDIOT. ahha
Anonymous asked: 178 - how long was your longest relationship
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herpaderp
taking a break from this stupid 10 page paper to watch American Idol! at least im on page 5 now?! lol
im glad my hairs getting longer, aw yeah!
been in hella deep thought lately. maybe gonna put that on here later before i sleeep!
im hungry.. wheres mah mama?!
i think i might just work on my paper while i watch.. blah haha
OH! when for a while you were trippen off someone or whatever then...
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off!
i think im happier when im actually communicating with you but.. urgh theres so much more to it!
AYE! im so down for senior ditch day on national pancake day. HELLL YAAA! Tuesday, February 28.. WHOS DOWN?! senio12s was guccci??
Jwoww is too bomedy. thats my bitch
hm okay last thoughttt… thanks to my ridaaaas thats been holdin it down for me and dealin with my shit. haha exactly why i...
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woah woah woah, waaait..
i dont remember asking for your input on the shit i say and the things i do.
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gummy worms
super yummy :)
watching jersey shore..
really trying to be optimistic but foreal, something is wrong with me. settios bro.. im not me
i have the feeling where it feels like.. i just went thru a harsh break up but without physically feeling it in your chest. i guess thats called broken? yeah, what sux is IDK wtf my reasoning is. what happens when you have so much that you just DONT KNOW...
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who tf is Marjerry? LOL
all i see on my dash from underclassmen is different anons about this Marjerry chick beating someone up or fighting someone or whatever
“marjerry will kick your ass”
“stop being holly and say it to marjerrys face”
“i heard you want marjerrys fade”
“you guys are talking shit about marjerry so shes gonna beat your ass”
OKAY no offence ive heard...
I'm here for you. Through whatever, whenever.
hellogabeeee:
@roann mesina :p
pftahaha
When people start actin brand new and like theyre the shit.. Turn off. Dont get slapped. & back your shit up. Ooooh damn
hahahahaaha no one gets it
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hm
Sometimes putting yourself first can affect others but whatever. You cant always live to please others. Ive been beating myself up for the sake of other peoples happiness and im donee. So sorry but im doin me for me. Fuck everyone else
the more I analyze and realize you
The more you become unattractive. ibtw.
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done.
the first time i cried in like.. a month. seriously, this isnt me. but im getting back to where i need to be
thankful for Lauren. being the person i can confide in and actually let myself out to.
ifuckingdislikeyousomuch. youre the reason why im still so broken deep inside and why ive became so sensitive and a little bitch. because of you i havent been genuinely happy ALL AROUND and i fucking...
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holyshitletsallpauserealquick..
did i just have simp moment?! ME?! A SIMP?! fuck.. what do you people turn me into.. :(
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hyfr
the talent show was a success! people had fun and we raised money for 2012 HAWLUH!
home chillen, resting, hungry as a mothaaa effer.
when you stop thinking about something or someone, you subconciously do -__-
i dont wanna think of you in any way thats more than a friend but UGH! i tired. i failed. haha
yourecute
GET OUT OF MY HEAD.
whywhywhywhy
i feel like im making this a bigger deal...
dmldr:
arthurjames:
Lately, I’ve been so annoyed of the littlest things of the people I’d never expect to be annoyed of.
I don’t understand. Somethings wrong with me.
Don’t mind this post. Its just to vent.
Too relevant.
lesson learned
Its called a past cause im gettin passed and I aint nothing like I was before. You oughta see me now..
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late night thoughts
Someday you will b e the death of me.. Hm
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Anonymous asked: sing me to sleeep
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vent
these past few days, i havent been myself. okay not past few.. its only been like 3 days but foreal.. its affected me and i feel like i dont even know what to do for myself. i dont even know who or what the hell happened to me for me to be like this but all i want is to be ME again. be CAREFUCKINGFREE. but as one of my mains said.. i feel like i forgot how to be happy. genuinely happy and it sucks...
Anonymous asked: we went out in elementary. & guess what.. youre still cute to me. hah and even thou i dont really see u round, when i do. ur smile kinna gets to me and you got that charm. lol bet u wont find out who this is.
survsss then SPE!
Who last made you smile? whoever i was recently with
Last person who took off your pants? me
What color is your favorite skittle? red
Can you honestly say things are running smoothly for you? hm, not exactly
What are you listening to? me type
Are you jealous of anyone? nope!
You’re thinking about someone, aren’t you? my mom
Do you know anyone that smokes? sure do
What was the last thing...
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HAHA
i just remembered an old convo with my ex on the phone like 2 months ago.
Me: “this used to be my song! reminded me of you *plays Yo by Chris Brown*.. and now this is my song for you *plays Say Goodbye by Chris Brown*”
_____: HAH youre stupid
*both laughs*
HAHAHA omfg that was funny x)
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goodnight
idk if i wanna go to school, i hate brucial it gets when i get sick.. ugh fuck, i have a lot to do tho. nvm -_-
i think im just hitting a point that i believe everyone hits more than once in their life where.. nothing feels right, a lot of negativity runs through your mind and youre just not you.. thats me right now cause if someone were to ask.. i wouldn’t be able to give one reason in...
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DANIEL ORENA!
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IM GOING FUCKING CRAZY
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One. What is your middle name? Obispo
Two. What are you passionate about? Singing
Three. Zebra or leopard print? Leopard i guess?
Four. Do you have any fears? Snakes and kind of.. spiders.
Five. Silver or gold? Gold.
Six. Top three places to visit. New York, Hawaii, and Canada
Seven. How many siblings do you have? 2 biological and 2 that are my kuyas for lifeee. tahah but in reality, 2.
...
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my mind is in deep thought
i hate how you randomly came out of no where. what started off as a joke became something a little serious and now nothings the same.. hm, what sucks is youre ALWAYS gonna be in the picture. you can say otherwise but in my position youre just gonna be in the picture.. bittersweet but i love you doe
what in the fuck are you still trying to prove? its kind of funny how you think you can just try...
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-_-
working on shit while youre physically sick is so annoying :(
2 more reflections and im DONE
multi tasking with my capstone stuff and this stupid SPE.
my mind has been clouded. its kind of irritating
i hate when people are so damn irrational. wtf? shut up.
hi, imissyou
k over it ;o
what should i have for dinner? hm.. im a hungry hippo. but my tummy is sensitive. i feel like throwing up....
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