ROANNMESINA

my mind is in deep thought

• i hate how you randomly came out of no where. what started off as a joke became something a little serious and now nothings the same.. hm, what sucks is youre ALWAYS gonna be in the picture. you can say otherwise but in my position youre just gonna be in the picture.. bittersweet but i love you doe
• what in the fuck are you still trying to prove? its kind of funny how you think you can just try to talk to me and expect me to be all “oooh yeah i’ll talk to you, i miss you” type of shit. NO BITCH. ive grown out of that stage. and luckily for me, i dont know how to turn back
• & uh… HELLO?! i think out of all the people in this situation.. YOU should be the one taking steps forward. haha whatever tho, you just push me away even more.
• i was thinking earlier and seriously.. life would be so much easier if i didn’t know how to fall for people. because seriously, its always either unbalanced, the wrong timing, or just not the person. shit but with that being said, thats kind of my fault for being so picky
• i guess you just have to be a person with something im interested in or someone that just gets me.. i dont choose to be a picky person but i just am. therefore if i’ve ever had something for you then damn, you must be/are/have/had something special about you.
• i wanna meet someone new. completely new.. someone my friends dont know. someone i dont know. and start something new from there. im so tired of my usual surroundings and people i see all the damn time. can some stranger just come in the picture now? damn. HAHA not no rapis tho. lol