ROANNMESINA

vent

these past few days, i havent been myself. okay not past few.. its only been like 3 days but foreal.. its affected me and i feel like i dont even know what to do for myself. i dont even know who or what the hell happened to me for me to be like this but all i want is to be ME again. be CAREFUCKINGFREE. but as one of my mains said.. i feel like i forgot how to be happy. genuinely happy and it sucks because i feel like im getting there and then something jst crashes all that. not to sound like such a little baby but seriously. i am not me. im not excited for anything, not happy for anything. easily irritable. i dont even like seeing the people i usually see. seriously. im like a pregnant woman. WHICH IM NOT. ha. but yeaaah. anyone who really knows me, knows im NOT like this :( fuck fuck ok bye.

maybe im just sexually frustrated and its taken a toll on me. HAHAHHAHAHA
JUST FUCKING KIDDING