ROANNMESINA

done.

• the first time i cried in like.. a month. seriously, this isnt me. but im getting back to where i need to be
• thankful for Lauren. being the person i can confide in and actually let myself out to.
• ifuckingdislikeyousomuch. youre the reason why im still so broken deep inside and why ive became so sensitive and a little bitch. because of you i havent been genuinely happy ALL AROUND and i fucking dont know how.
• i dont recall one thing where i deserved this from you but whatever, over it.
• youre the only person i actually gained feelings for since my last and it kind of sucks because.. it led me back to where i didnt wanna be in the first place.. and im 10x more sensitive to everything that deals with another person, relationships, etc
• i just wanna be myself again. fuck you 1, and fuck you too.
• all this is out and im done touchin on this subject.